you know, i don’t really care anymore. i thought i we were friends. you didn’t have to cut me out of your life that fast and then try to give me a half assed apology like that. just saying. because i know you aren’t being really sincere. and you aren’t really sorry.
i’m sorry, but…
how can you expect me to have the answers when i’m in a state of total confusion right now? i don’t know what i want yet. i don’t know what to do. just stop. it’s not worth waiting for. you’re just going to get hurt in the end. that’s what i’m best at.
i’ve been eating and eating and eating and eating. so much. it’s neverending. i feel super self conscious about my appearance right now and my flaws and insecurities are making me feel uglier and uglier.